| MAN NIGGAZ BEEN A LONG TIME |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | 50 cent * alil bit | ] |
so kiddos its been a hella long time.
but i am so back and soooooooo black.
went to school in san fransico.
awesome times.
missed my baby more then ever.
Jacoff i love you so much. never letting you go eva.
cant wait for summa 05 to kick into full gear.
with marcie and ashley and korban adn tim and everyone graduating this yr.
SO HAPPY<33333333333
hhah me and jacoff feel so old.
BUT I LOVE ALL MY NIGGAZ FOREVA♥
still working at Bronze boddies. Tanning place so come get a TANN!
Ralphie has like gone off the deep end.
so hes in like some Pyscotic home.
dads like hell be betta soon.
but im good and Jacoff is so good.
G2G EATZ BEANZ
ginGER |
|
|
| yo mother fuckers hide your sons gin gin is back. |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO
The blackest mother fucker is back in fucking townnnnnnn.......
so hit up my home phone bitchez or ring my celly if you feeling lonely cause the blackie is backie.
yep thats right the BIGEST PIMP ON THIS SIDE OF THE MISSISSIPPI is back.
GINGER CATTER
jacoff i <3 you baby boy.
G2G EATZ BEANZZ
GINGEER |
|
|
| Im BaCk MoThA fUcKeR's |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|03:00 pm] |
well mother fuckers the black bitch is back in Mass. i got home last night. i had a awesome summer i figured out who the fuck i am. i figured out that i dont need fucking drugs sex booze. When i left in July i went to canada toronto to be excact it was great they so happy there in Canada. they have awesome stuff there to plus a huge pouplation of my gay boys. I stayed there for a week then i left for Cali. Cali which is probley the greatest place eva. I went to La San fran santa Cruz. i like san fran the best. i met awesome people there like this girl named cira who was a awesome punk rock chick. we went to all these clubs and stuff. afta cali for two weeks i went to viva las vegas. it wasent fun i stayed there for 2 days then i left for Dallas. i drove to dallas with this guy i met in las vegas his name was victor and he was from texas so he drove with me. he was sweet and senstive and trying to get back home to his boyfriend todd. after texas i went to New Orleans it was awesome stayed there for like 5days then went to florida got stuck in hurrcaine charile which was aweful but met this couple from SD who had ran away from there family and had got married there in florida. meeting them remined me of Jacoff and my self. it made me happy and sad. After about 2days i parted my ways with them and miami and left for Gainsville. My friend David who graduted from shawsheen two yrs ago lives there i stayed with him for 3days then started my long journey home. i stoped in new york and i was treated like a fucking princess by the hottest black men ive ever seen. then i hoped in my renter car and headed home for MASS home of the BOSTON RED SOX home of my friends my blackness. i still havent talked to jacoff but he left me like a MILLLION messages on my cell phone. hes alredy in school in boston. im taking the yr off from school. im gonna work and in October im going back to San fransisco. Cira and me are gonna room and shit so maybe ill find life out there.
im glad to be back. but this was my best summer ever.
GinGER |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 5th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
im going to kill myself
big boi is in a gang so i told him
i never want to see him again
marcie is right imgoing to stop having sex till
my prince carming gets some since into his stupid
spanish brain.
my life is like a stupid soap oprea
i hate it
i seriouly want it to end
this is my last journal entrie till i get better
i think i need counlsing
im probley going to end up like my mom
a crazy ass deppresed bitch loaded on herion
and then bang kill myself
every thing i saw i regret
everything i do
i regret
except jacoff and my friends
every time a breathe i think of ralphie whos white like my mom
hes in a friggen hospital cause hes fucking bipolar siksto and deppresed like my mom
im going away for a while i dont know were dont call me
i have tons of money a car and im 18
i think ill go to canada and figure my self out
im leaving today as soon as im done with this entrie
i told me dad he said be careful
ill miss you all ill be back someday
maybe b4 sept maybe not
im scared of what ill become if i stay here with all of you
so im leaving.
i love you all
Ginger |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 2nd, 2004|10:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | CBK> my baby in japan is fat | ] |
so me and jacoff are over for now
its okay i guess i still love him
my heart and soul belong to him
i met this new guy at work
his name is Donovan parker
hes gorgeous emo boy
were datting
i still love jacoff
but we need time
jennys baby got the flu
but he better now
also love to my 2 favorite girls becka and katie
LOVE ALWAYS
ginGer |
|
|
| babi come back |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|12:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
me and jacoff are in a fight and im so sad.
i love that boi so much i love his spanish face and his spanish accent. i hope we get threw this cause i love him to much to let him go.hes my savior my life my heart. without him i would just be a drugie on the street. i hate not being with him and not sleeping with him and not kissing him. i hate being alone and bitching to jenny about Jacoff when jenny has a baby to worry about. i hate myself and my blackness. baby im sooo sorry i didnt mean to kiss jimmy at that party i was so wasted and i had just graduted. baby please..
Jacob Henery Biller you are my everything
ginger
ps. jacoff just called he said he needs time apart
im going to kill myself with tears |
|
|
| Being black |
[May. 20th, 2004|06:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Cbk> kill that fat whore who has a industrial picering | ] |
Tommro is SENIOR sign out i cant fucking wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!me and jacoff are going to meet jenny and her baby HUNTER HES SO CUTEEEEE
well got to go fuck jacoff
GINGER |
|
|
| life is a asshole |
[May. 9th, 2004|06:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | CBK must of been my eyes cause shes a fat industrial picer | ] |
well life has been okay jacoff got in a fight at the stupid carnival cause some guy called me a nigger. i hate racist people there so dumb. well only a few more weeks till i get out of BMHS forever omg i cant wait. jenny had her baby its a boi she and larry named it Hunter Ian Benton hes so cute i love him. Me and Jacoff get to be the godparents ya. work has been ok except some lady comes in and is like u can get that dark from these tanning booths and i was like no im black. and she was like omg im sooo sorry. I got excepted to a few college's but i think im going to go to umass lowell. Jacoff is going to universty of art or something liek taht in boston im so proud of my baby boi jacoff. well thats it i guess. o wait me and jacoff got a aparment were going to move in after gradution im so happy.
well g2g eatzz some beanzzz
i love you jacoff
Ginger |
|
|
| WOW IM COOL |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|11:47 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Cbk> o katie > good song | ] |
last night i hung out with just jacoff and thats it we went to the movies and saw Scooby doo 2 which was okay not great. then we went to the rockinham mall and i got a new pair of boots then we ate at ruby tuesdays. then we came home to my house and watched Half baked and i fell asleep on my baby jacoffs lap and we slept liek taht then this morning he left to go to work and i sat there and smiled and told him i love him. then at like 10 some guy brought me 18 red rose's.
Jacoff i love you <3 <3 <3
love
Ginger |
|
|
| some fuckers have all the fun |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|09:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | BLOOD BROTHERS | ] |
week has been fun me and jacoff hung out togather on monday with marcie josh and ashley and ryan. last night i went to jennys took her cell and went out with the COOL KIDS (macie ashley ryan korban connor tim and Jacoff<3<3<3) i used jennys cell to call some girl who stole ashleys poem the brought jenny her phoen back and the rest of the night and poor jenny didnt even go out with us. im sorry babe. today i had work at the tanning salon so i drove cause my baby was to tired to drive me there!!! so then i got out around 12 picked my baby up and drove to marcies and she was like GIRL WE BLACK and then jacoff goes man i spanish. IF UR A DIRTY 14 yr old CUNT RAISE UR HAND |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | mille vanille | ] |
hey yall long time no talk.
me and jacoff still going strong i love that boy so much.
well tahst it
love
GINger |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|08:45 pm] |
|
ME AND JACOFF HAD A NICE SMALL RESTERANT IN BOSTON!!!! I LOVE THAT BOI SO FUCKEN MUCH |
|
|
| RALPHIE IS HOME |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|12:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | LOVED BY JACOFF | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | CHINGY RIGHT THERE | ] |
RALPHIE IS HOME YES FIN-ALY IM SO FUCKEN HAPPY ANYWAYS LAST NIGHT ME AND JACOFF HIT IT OFF BIG AND BIG BOI FUCKED SOME SLUT SO NOW WERE OVER FOR GOOD I HATE THAT BASTERD AND ME AND JACOFF ARE A ITEM HE BOGHT ME THIS SWEET RING FOR VDAY
WELL THATS IT FOR NOW
JACOB {JACOFF} HENRY BILLER I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE IT SELF BABIE BOI
G2G EAT BEANZZ
GINGER |
|
|
| LONG TIMZ |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|10:12 pm] |
HAD SOME BAD WEEKS ME AND BIG BOI BROKED UP BUT WES BACK TOGATEHRZ......... ME AND JACOFF HOOKED UP TWICE O MANZ HES A GOOD IN THE SACK. rALPHIE IS IN THE REHAB AND ME AND DADDYZ HOPES HE WIL BE BACK HOME SOON.
G2G EATZ BEANZZ
GIN-GER |
|
|
| Wowie |
[Jan. 3rd, 2004|06:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | drunk | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | TUPAC | ] |
WELL CHIRSTMAS SUCKED LIL BROTHER RALPHIE IS IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN. I HATE IT WHEN HE IS IT STINKS SO BAD. NEW YEARS I PARTYED WITH BIG BOI AND JACOF WE HAD A GOOD TIME |
|
|
| KMARTS A ASS LICKER |
[Dec. 13th, 2003|10:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | DRUNKZ | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | PINK*FEEL GOOD TIME | ] |
WELL TODAYS WAS SAT AND I WENT TO KMART AND GOT IN A FIGHT WITH SOME OLD LADY WHO TOOK THE LAST BAG OF CHIPS GOD DAMNS THE OLDIES. DIETZ COKE IS YUMMY HA
I NEED SOME MEXCAIN WEED HEHE.
WOW IM DRUNK!!!! SAW KATIES YESTERDAY YA YA
WELL G2G DRINK
GINGER |
|
|
| HELLER KELLER!!!!! |
[Dec. 9th, 2003|07:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | HIGH AS A KITE | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | BIG BOI"S MOANING | ] |
WOW I UNPACKED TODAY AND FOUND DIRTZY PAIR OF UNDIES HEHEHE. BIG BOI CAME OVER TODAY AND WE DID IT ON MY DADS BED AND ON THE TABLE O I LOV YA BIG BOI. THEN HE SMOKED ME UP AND I DID A DANCE. OMG ONE TIMEZ I WAS A LIL PRETY PRINCEZ AND I THERW UP HAHAHHHAH. I WAS READING SMTHING BOUT HELLEN KELLER O MAN THAT BITCHA'S MA MUST OF DID SOME STRONG DRUGZ MAYBE SHE CAN SHARE HEHE.NEW SN XBLACK IS GODX HAHA YES IM BLACK AND IM PROUDZ.LAST TIME I SAW DAYO WAS THE NIGHT I OD AT THE MALL ON COCAIN HAHA GOOD TIMEZZ. WELL IVE OD AT LEAST TWICE ONCE AT ROLLA KINDOM AND ONCE ATT TEH MALL. WELL IM MISSING MY GIRLIES IN MANCHESTER SOOO MUCHH I WISH I WAZ THERE WITZ YA BUT EVA SINCE MY MA KILLED HERSELF IVE HAD TO MOVE BACK WITZ THE FATHER SO SCREW THAT FUCKING BITCHA I HATE HER FUCKING LIFE IM GLAD ITS ENDED HA. WELL GOT TO GO DO BIG BOI SO LATTA
G2G SCREW BIG BOI.
GINGER
g |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
tears_of_dust's journal